I want to go there. But I don't seem to know where it is. I see it in my dreams, I can't remember it when I wake up. May be that's because it is from out of this world. It is calling for me, I am trying to hear, not that good at it. Surely life is sometimes vain. It just exists in our ignorance. Now I would like to go beyond life and death. I have had enough of these friendly enemies of each other. I live in chaos because of the fight between all the opposites in existence. I want to go beyond dualities, to that light I know but can't say.
